It takes time, focus and energy to heal our insides. Living your life in joy, peace and happiness requires your attention at first. It means you must face all that you fear inside of you. Accept it. Forgive yourself, forgive others and move on.
It means you must finally accept that you are the sole provider and care taker of your mind. You must take responsibility for all the thoughts you leave lingering in there. All the ones that bring you down and make you fell sad and depressed must be replaced. No one can do this but you.
Your life, your choices. Stop blaming others. Everything begins with us.